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its all up to you.

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there’s a lesson in everything right? so say the ten rules book.
i lost this little blog entry, tot tat i saved it but apparently i didnt!
here the re-entry.

this entry is inspired by my book – this policewoman who have seen it all.
it gotta be a long entry but interesting.. at least to me, read it if u have the time..

the story goes:
policewoman called out to a preschool after a 5yr old boy disclosed to his teacher that he had be assaulted in the bathroom. the alleged perpetrator -the kids’s classmate, another 5yr old. upon further investigation, the police had determined tat the suspect lived with registered sex offenders. the first being this father & second his older bro. the court determined it was not in the boy’s best interest to break up the family. instead the kid was kicked out of the presch for inappropriate contact with another classmates.

6 mths later, police encounter the same kid again, this time he was a witness to a triple homicide, perpetrated by his older bro.

a kid like tat, who by the age of five had been a repeated victim of sexual assault, a perpetrator of sexual assault, and den a witness to a triple homicide.. well, it’s not like he was gonna grow up to be president, now, was he?

woah. are you worried abt the kind of books i’m readin? hehe ! PS -romance not my cup of tea lah.

anyway, let me say this first. i am being bo liao. its just a novel but got me thinki..

you screwed up & its others fault instead of your own. come on! it easy to blame everyone else when it hurts to blame yourself, but in the end, you gotta face it. true, the 5 yr old had a difficult childhood not by choice but does it auto-entitled him a license to further screw up his own life? no. it dont.

you hear stories of how some kid triumph it all, despite a drunken mum or abusive dad. its when human determination comes into play. it make sense to take d easy way out & be a loser but isnt it more practically to do something abt it.

i’m a firm believer in life happens, we just have to face it & choose our path. of coz, you need time out to whine and heal some wounds but what are you gotta do abt it after the curtains are closed..

you are at a crossroad. be responsible with your choices pple,. upgrade or degrade yourself. woah, like buying car. haha

no, i dont expect the 5 yr old boy to become the president, i just want him to be normal, normal just like you and me. instead of taking the other path which is simply drugs, jail, dead by 25 and left behind a child or two.

remember:
anyone is capable of anything, including me.
life is what you made of it.

impossible is nothing.

G.
long entry. i needed a place to empty my tots ! 🙂
nitey nite.

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man and ponytail

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guy said my tolerance level is high.

nada. i do have my list of please-dont-do-this!

(in order of importance no scratch that, in order of i cant take it ! keke)

# 1 – lying down & eating.
my friend, this is a huge mistake. how could anyone do this? i caught my guy doin this during camping. he was lying down comfortably & munching on some chips. i chide him on his mistake. it just wrong ! when you are eating, you have to sit properly. he can even drink water when lying down. he told me – he can. got him to demo for me , impressed and of coz i continue with my mini-lecture.

#2 – hugging ur gf’s bag.
i saw this at LJS the other day. the guy sitting there comfortably huggin his gf’s bag. erm. its kinda wrong right? i saw it & decided immediately that i dont like it. sit properly and wait for ur gf, DONT hug her bag ! just sit & wait.

#3 – man with ponytail.
it does look sorta cool in a out of fashion way. (not tat i’m a fashionta, is there sucha word?? anyway..!) the guy dressed well, nice shirt, nice watch, nice bag but the hair, its d killer. tsk tsk.

end of my list.

am i fussy?!
hmm, maybe.
it goes to show everyone is indeed different. what might seems acceptable to some is a complete no-no to others.. and that’s why humans are interesting !
G.

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freak-me-out

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DSC00433waiting for lift when i noticed something at the lift door. took a closer look & realised its a hand outside the lift door (as shown)

the hand wriggle.

*bewildered

just den, the lift door opened & the maintenance man stepped out of the lift.
(use your imagination to picture the scene! 😉
took a few seconds for my brain to register the scene & another few seconds before i remember to breath.

my next tot was “woah, 7mth leh!”

walked back to office & told guy abt it. he said i shld step on the hand.
truth was – i was too scared to let out a scream !

kor said only such thing will happen to u , dumb girl. keke
G.

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i-demand

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girl: can i have coffee?
guy: yeap, sure.

pause.

girl: how come i have to ask u ‘can i, can i’ for everything? i shld just demand for it – i want coffee.
guy: okie

girl: i want u to send me home. woah. this dont sound good. (usually it’s can u send me home?)

i can play this i-want-game for hours.
wanting & demanding – sucha thin line.
cant bring myself to demand for things, just seems.. not right?!?!?!DSC00408queen – i’m – not. G