pumpkin:
hmmmmmm.. i was gonna tell u, the thing i love most about u is how beautiful and wonderful person u are
: )
its nice to feel appreciated and loved.. G
plastic, paper, can
*drum roll !
ladies & gentleman.. my dear pumpkin actually separate his trash into plastic, paper and can !
wow.
moments like this.. i tot: yeap, it is impt to date for a period of time instead of jumping straight into marriage. hey, of coz. its not a deciding factor to a r/s but if i’m a junky kinda girl and he’s a neat freak. throw us together and there might be quarrels..in the long run !
my point is – (1) i love finding out things abt him. (2) honestly, it does gimme a ‘chance’ to decide.. erm can i live with someone like him? hey, i am talking abt a lifetime and it applicable to him as well. i asked: but, pumpkin, you know. i’m really not someone like that; separate my trash.. den how? he goes: learn lor. hahahaha ! what an innocent answer. it never strike him that it might be beyond me *smile*
that’s human relationship izzit? we learn to dance around each other.
yes, i’m still smiling at that silly guy ! and yup, strategise how to talk him out of it.*wink
– G
i want, i cry, i win
saw that on a kid’s tee. adorable~!
photos & love
awww…
he is so sweet!
silly silly me deleted ALL d photos in my camera.. mainly day 1 of the batam trip.
what’s wrong with me?!
anyway, he took the memory card, went home & tried to save them. tired him stay up until 1am trying to retrieve the photos..
chit chat with him and realised he’s feeling a little sian.. naturally, i asked WHY?
pumpkin says:
because i think, u would be happy to get them back?
so.. a little sian lot
lor*
awwww.. i’m happy that he tried to keep me happy..
pumpkin.
*groovy
*leaving SG
*perfect weather
*reaching
*so cute !! info on a piece of paper.
*he said: we look like pple from the movie Avatar.
*i love this shot.
*love this. by pumpkin
that’s it.
these mini-pictures are ‘saved’ by pumpkin !
thanks, love
– G
put on the mask.
woke up this morning… body ache. every step / every movement hurts..
sms to pumpkin.. blink back tears, body aching. my necks hurts, tummy dont feel good and i want mummy.. (my parents are outta town)
*groan
i need to go to office.. but, tuck myself in after shower.
alarm went off after 5 mins.. drag my sorry ass outta bed and into the office.
every steps hurt.. reached the mrt station den i realised.. i’m having a fever. no wonder.. !
cleared my work and left the office at 10am..
hail a taxi. hop in. started to feel really sick. the taxi uncle took his time in sending me home.
‘uncle, can u go straight? dont turn. its taking forever.’
‘okie, if u say straight den i go straight.’ he sound unhappy.
‘uncle, i’m gotta vomit.. do u hv plastic bag?’
‘yes yes, i do !’ he quickly passed me a bag.
he heard me cough and tried to force back the vomit.
‘ u want sweet?’
“do u hv anything sour?’
‘only sweet, can? let me know if u need more. ask. ASK’ (he’s worried, i’m gotta puke in his cab. )
baby steps.. finally. clinic !
gave my name. took my temp and the nurse passed me a mask.
oh? wah.. sure anot? hv to wear mask?
my fav female doc in the house. felt better after seeing her.
2 days of mc, 38 degree. body aching, towel over my forehead..
told pumpkin not to visit me. i noe he’s gotta be worried after seeing me.
so sweet of him traveled from east to west, got me vitagen, bread, some cookies, tea (green and tie yuan yin)
‘pumpkin. i tot tie yuan yin is for praying?’
‘izzit? no lah, can drink. chinese tea.’
hehee, my siblings gave me the strange look ‘he got u tie yuan yin?!?!’
i’m okie.. body aching.. felt.. fragile. gotta rest.. will be back.
– G
the game of cooking !
rack my brains.
my ideas are endless :-
1) matchmaking! (lunch tinky. yes, i actually tot of that. i tot it would be fun and interesting. i’m sure we gotta laugh our head off at some point.. but idea was scrapped after serious consideration)
2) kayak ! (no go. minimum of 6 pax)
3) kelong stay! (no go. minimum of 10 pax)
frustrated !!
i need fun activities.. not too costly.
finally. zorbing ! (please read next entry)
but what abt meals? afternoon activities? (canceled 1 activity.. too tired.. KIV.)
so, meals?
groovy decided to cook. wahhaha
*ying’s kitchen.
*the food
*salmon is not on my menu. its cooked by her !
*snacks for us.. while cooking!
*for my pasta toss
*let our power combined
*we concluded: we can cook ! 🙂
*oooohhh. i love this. logan + sprite (soft drink)
end off with ice cream.
– G
the game of Z !
z is for ZORBING !
part of her bdae activities.
my god ! excited, super excited when i realised it is available today.
ahhhhhhh !! keke !
check them out @ www.zovbsg.com/
our time slot: 12.30pm
yay! she hv no idea what we are doing.. ! hahahaa
the taxi turn into Brizay park and she saw.. the huge ball at the top of the slope.
big empty field.
deflated ball
setting up.
1) strap in. (very impt)
2) 2 boys will roll us down the hill. yup, roll as in roll ! scream our lungs out.. its mind blowing to see jen ‘at the top’ and all d blood rush to the head!
3) hamster walk. walk inside the ball, back to the starting point
4) giggle like mad ! keke
5) make payment. 50 each ! super exp.. !
down-hill..
blue sky
i felt so tired after 2 rolls.. my arms and legs are hurting.. felt better after a little nap at her place.
i disagreed with pple who complain SG is boring. its not. groovy hv a list of things to do locally! para jump, mega zip, universal studio.. etc etc ! wow! never tot that i would become a somewhat-sporty person.
– G
install me
pumpkin is .. shock to realised i am ‘totally clueleness’ when its come to computer stuff.
he: go to your C-drive?
me: erm… how?
hahaa but this is not my fault okie! there wasnt a ‘my computer’ on my desktop !
computers .. definitely not one of my forte.
anyway..
i asked pumpkin: could u like, install whatever programs i need. in future.. u noe? after we got married or smt.
he goes: no, u gotta figure it out by urself.
me: help me mah!
him: no, install urself. do it urself.
me: okie, i will cook for myself. u settle ur own meals in future.
him: okie ! what programs u want? i will install everything u, i will do it for u. just tell me ! cook for me okie?!
hahaa i won !
– happy groove
groovy.. the adviser
*smile
when had i achieved the status of –
‘talking to minying helps, she knows, she u-n-d-e-r-s-t-a-n-d and she’s gotta help me get thru this’
indeed. at least i tried..
this entry isnt abt me.. its abt my friend, and okieee, a little abt me.
i love happy & fun entry. but, this is d other side of me.
mon morning. busy @ work
a friend msn-ed me. ‘something happened’
impatience me asked: whatsup?
he found out his wife-to-be is married..
WHAT?!
i’m not sure how he found out or whether she is still married or pending divorce .. and i dont intend to ask the poor fellow who’s nursing his broken heart just to satisfy my own curiosity. no, that’s not what he needed me for.
my heart went out to him..
and, my silly friend intend to continue with the r/s, despite his frds’ advise. yes. he loves her. i guess, he wanted to hear my view. but i didnt offer any. its his decision. i dont wish to influence him in any way. but i did told him to reconsider his decision. he dont hv to make up his mind immediately. its sucha big decision that gotta impact him for the rest of his life.
for the record, i felt he shld give up.
anyway..
he’s upset with losing abt 15k. my view: it may seems impt now but it’s not. what’s impt is him..
he’s lost. how is he gotta pull thru? my advise: with family & friends support. i hv faith in him. he would do just fine.
we talked some & ended the msn conversation.
when night falls, i took out my phone.. i’m not close to him, i dunno whether he is still using that number but i decided to drop him a simple sms.. just to let him know pple still care and he is not alone.
for my friend. from a book ..
“when you love someone you got to be prepared to hate too. and sometimes the hate just wins out. but you listen to me. you might have a real good reason to hate somebody, but you still got to let that hate go. coz if you dont, it’ll just tear you apart your whole life. and even worse den tat, it wont leave no room for any love to get back in”
applicable to anger. if he continues to carry all the anger.. he leave no room for happiness..
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*tears*
not for me, but for him.
even though the conversation was conducted over msn, i felt his .. pain.
*space out, for a few moments*
there isnt much anyone could do.
even for me, i would be there for him, listen, give advise, provide support.
its help to hv plenty of support.
but, at the end of the day, he’s d one who going thru hell,
i just hope he could make it back..
.. for, there’re better things waiting for him.
it is my blog and yup, since i’m on this topic..
i am sorta the ‘best-person’ to talk to.
yet i dont deny.. its a little unhealthy and impactful for me.. since i tend to think alot. but, i see it as a test to myself, how far hv i left my past behind and not allowing negative stories to affect me. it helps that pumpkin loves me with his life. okie, too exaggerating. but he cherish this r/s as much as i do..
my friend have a long, dark journey in front of him. its gotta be difficult to crawl outta it but it is possible. i hope, he make it..
i felt, we could never really recover from major heartache.. but we learn to deal with the pain.. resolve and to make peace.
really, holding on to the anger does not help, channel the anger into something positive for himself.
and yes, ur little friend me have been to her personally hell & back. *wink
conclusion? life is indeed sweeter..
thank you family, jen, frds, colls, pumpkin and myself.
– G
the teddy series
– G