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let’s share !

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ah, shit. my blog is turning into something that not-me.
yet its meaningful ..
from jie to me..

if god brings you to it, he will bring you through it.
happy moments, praise god;
difficult moments, seek god;
quiet moments, worship god;
painful moments, trust god;
every moment, thank god.

am i sure abt posting this on my blog?! let me repeat – my blog???!! haha !

let me state this – i’m NOT a christian but this is nice. jie shared it with me, i decided to pass on the gift of sharing.

actually, i only like the first sentence.  like i mentioned, i dont believe in god (i’m sorry!) but i believe in human capability in seeing yourself through something.
believe in yourself.

am i sure abt posting? haha yeap ! let do it. its really meaningful. no turning back, here goes – publish.
-G

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the curious icons of girls

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yeap ! i love stayover !

stupid things:
dinner @ hk cafe –
two main, 1 side. greedy us.

ikea –
she gotta some stuff.

geylang –
she brought supper back to her office. a pack of durian. told her dont tok to me and she replied, not as if im gotta kiss u goodnite. burst out laughing.
walked past this coffeeshop where there is ktv goin on. what?!
18packs of coffee / tea / pau etc.. i am the free labour. poor me. 🙂 no lah, i dont mind.

her home –
supper at 4am. tradition for me to have cup noodles.

chat til 5am. seriously broke my curfew. my own curfew is 2am. well, its the long wkend !

mr wong (jen’s daddy) got us yun tun mee for lunch

housechore – some cleaning. somehow the soap was on my tee instead of my hand. ‘girl u r 27, not 7’ make me goes .. oh?!
and i did the vacuumin for her.

dinner – mr wong got us fatty weng’s zi char, nice !
tv-ed – narnia. yeap, from here i realised i dislike fantasy movies.

my tots:
i love stay-over.. the endless talks, the stupid jokes, the nice food mr wong got us, haha !
what did we tok abt? until 5am!  everytink and anytink under the sky. anytink on ur mind, spill it.

-G

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only person

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what will you do if the only person who can save you, refuses to?

it wasnt a qn by me, its from this person’s blog -http://www.yourdemoninme.blogspot.com/

stumbled upon it and decided i want to answer that qn.
‘save me’ seems very general but okie, lets be emo and tink of the worse case scenario.. so tat i can continue writing. keke !

well, if the only person who can save me refuse to & i will die kinda tink, i will:
– wish myself good luck.
– book myself & my family the next flight out to – i dunno, somewhere exotic like madagascar haha !
– eat myself silly.
– pull crazy stunts.
– express how i felt abt everyone, everything. what you gotta do? sue me?! okie, i’m gettin naughty here. no lah, i wont as well. its a chara-tinky.. i cant be mean.
– help others in whatever way i can.
– remind tat person who refuse to save me, make his / her life miserable. haha ! no lah, i wont. like i always say – life is a matter of choice. i’m sure that person have reasons not to save me and i will have accepted it. acceptance leads to happiness.  i will choose to cherish watever i have instead, well, there’s what i be doing most of the time anyway.

silly entry.
G

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the great debate

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the battle rages on.

seems like remaining friends with your ex is either a-not-so-popular-option or its simply a-very-rare-friendship.

yes or no?
what say u?

it seems strange to many that guy and i remain as close friends. almost everyone have a opinion abt this. most find it unbelievable & many remain worried abt me.

izzit really healthy for both of us?
shouldnt we maintain a distance?

when a breakup occurs, it usually ugly, bitterness, sadness, regret, running out of words. haha !
not for us.
initially he’s worried abt me crying but it was confusion follow by laughter instead.

its possible for us to remain as close friends:
1) the nature of the breakup – in our case, we lost that special feelin towards each other. it became a friendship rather den a courtship. the transition came naturally for us.

2) character – enough said.

can i do a conclusion?
no quarrels, no teary/clingy ex-gf (me ! haha !) no fallout,
– one could say it the best case scenario.

in summary:
he the male version of jen
i suppose, i’m the female version of law ?
haha !
-G

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a prawn’s life

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we are hooked !
guy asked me the other day and i agree immediately !

but, i realised i don’t like the killing part. i don’t mind catchin or eating but it the watchin them die part. its hard..
still, i agree coz it fun.

our target = 20 prawnDSC00614that’s me. i was bored out of my skull.
lotsa pple, lotsa smokers, not much prawn = tired groove.DSC00616chicken’s heart. gross. i know. DSC00617guy’s water bottle.
happy me just pick it up and drink, put back and goes.. opps, i drink ur water hor? haha he said tat info, not asking. haha DSC00620prawning time. DSC00623i was bored..  self – entertain pix.DSC00629ouch.  poor guy. DSC00630focusing very hard on the task. DSC00628happy guy.DSC00636chix heart on hook. yeap, of coz he does all the dirty jobs. haha ! i’m just the wall flower. joking ! DSC00633our catch. DSC02090only caught 8, the nice family beside us gave us their catch… total 24 prawns for guy.DSC02096it’s staring at you ! run ! DSC02101ta-dah ! this look good. good enough for me to ask guy ‘when are we goin prawnin?? ‘DSC02103the end of prawn. RIP.
awesome.

he drove me ‘crazy’ twice:

DSC00609#01 – he step on the prawn.
whats is wrong with you, guy?! i wail.
wait, hold it right there. let me take a pix. haha !

#02 – when he reach out and caught a prawn with his bare hand.
whatsup?
he say the prawn swim pass meh.
unlucky.
-G

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i love bimbo movies

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define bimbo:
minimize storyline, maximum action, CG, loud, guns, bombs, fight, haha !
thats my idea of a good movie.

i do like comedy too. good laugh.
no romance: i dont like to cry
no chinese: erm, waste monies, wait for DVD. keke
no fantasy: horses with man face? i have a good imagination towards books / description but fantasy are wayy beyond me. hehe

note – himbo position available ! joking ! 🙂

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explorer

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‘when you don’t know where you are headed, you find places no one else would ever think to explore’

– extract from a book.
G

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its gotta be huge

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chattin with jen and woah, this jump into my head.

the idea: i’m gotta give her a huge surprise.

condition: she is able to move on..

duration: unlimited.

the surprise: no idea! chey ! but knowing myself, it will be something fun, interesting, huge all blend into one.

gimme time and i will think of something, creativity being my middle name.
well, i got alot of time to plan for it and i’m not gotta hurry.. coz she not in a hurry to move on.

jen – hope this wish of mine will come true and i am able to ‘reward’ or ‘encourage’ you with something.
-G

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love, faith, hope

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Love, Faith, Hope – greatest of all … Love
chance upon this phrase recently.

love and hope comes easily to me but not faith.

i’m old enough to know that humans aint perfect, thats why some place their faith in god.
i cant.

not trying to argue my point, but simply felt tat as human – god’s creation, we aint prefect, how do we know HE is prefect.
ultimately, how do you believe in something you cant see.
ms chan sum it up, ‘its personal experience’
she is right.

*shake head, followed by a little smile.

personal experience taught me to believe in myself.  i wont fail myself. woah, sound like i worship myself. haha

gee, i do have faith, afterall.

in summary:

i’m not anti-christ or anything. you know, i don’t blog abt chim topics.
with enough love and hope,  i’ll get back my faith. someday. 🙂

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part 2:
actually, my take is – the greatest of all is faith
i must have enough faith to love someone, i need to have enough faith to have hope, faith to have faith.

yet i knew, this isnt right-right.
so, i tok to jie abt it.

haha we had our very first bible study, with she readin from the bible and explainin to me while i munch on the cereals.

the greatest of all is love.
i’m convinced.

side-track :
interesting.
its written in one of my books – hate has rights, love has none.
pple protest abt this and that, coz they are filled with hate.
but i believe love can do so much more. :p

G