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20k

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kor: mei. what are you doing?

me: studying.
(pretty obvious. pen in left hand, textbook on my lap, air-con on)

kor: let’s tok meh.
me: okie, i shall take 5. (he musta be bored..i shall entertain him)

kor: what will you do if you have 20k? 10k i will go NY, 10k i will buy camera stuff.
me: buy a degree.

*roll eyes

kor: but ur fake degree wont last. pple will find out.
me; yeap.

*giggle

hmm.. finally had the time to think abt it. 20k. what will you do with that amt of monies?

i’m gotta invest part of it, monies to generate more monies.
i’m gotta bring my family for a trip.
i’m gotta donate – sound like answerin ms world pageant ! haha ! but i will at least donate to the mrt blind lady.
i’m gotta change all the balance monies into $10 notes and slp on it. envy me!

nitey nite.

G.

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what i want .. at the moment

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this has been a place to unburden my tots.
so, yeap. its time to state my ‘stand’ 🙂

no relationship.

yeap, coming from me – its a statement.
jen goes  ‘another surprise fact abt you.. you dont want to be in a relationship? my dear friend you..’
wahaha, she understand me well.

its a chara-tinky here. i do need someone. i’m not all gung-ho and self-declare independent sorta girl *laughin at myself
i’m a softie by nature yet tough when the situation calls for it.
but most would declare me as xiao-nu-ren. duh.

maybe its nice to simply date and know pple.

two reasons:
1) i like to focus on myself, studies, work, family & friends. (not in order!)

for myself, i don’t really need a break per se but it will be good to take a break.
yeap, as a woman, i’m worried. i’m gotta be 28 in a few mths time yet a part of me wants to njoy the ‘freedom’ for awhile. and i have adopt the good-if-there-is-someone-okie-if-there-isnt. life is what you made of it.. haha ! i’m gotta type something here – you don’t need to rely on a man to bring you happiness. see, it a internal struggle for me being soft & strong all at the same time. interrupt by Jen – you just need someone who slay dragons. full stop. haha !

2)  i actually feel stress out and guilty if someone gave me lotsa attention and i cant ‘return’ the same amt of attention… i realised attention gradually leads to pressure which leads to me grabbin my runnin shoes. haha !
actually, the sentence goes – attention – pressure – commitment – responsiblities

no, that not what i wanted at the moment. i guess, the whole idea is to take it slow. as friends – sure. i’m open for dinner, chit-chat, outing, etc etc i’m fine. but pls, no 10 sms per day. *beep, running shoes alert ! haha !

well, this is just my tots. at least for now.
i hv no idea what the future gotta be, i don’t own a crystal ball and my nix name isnt witch.
whatever it is, be happy.

note: out of my 4 rules – be happy. it the most impt of all, isnt? that’s what everyone wanted ultimately – to lead a happy and fulfilling life.

this is probably the reason why i state earlier that i am simply contented with my life now.

thank you for reading. hope you, like me, experience some peace after this entry.

G.

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you only live once theory

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this theory have be seriously challenge.

challenger: mr lee

according to groove – experience life! life is a continuous adventure ! go !  just do it ! coz you only live once !

according to mr lee – you only live once, donest mean you kill yourself! you only live once ! you’re dead, end of adventure.

the debate remains.

i wanna explain my point! its my blog, i get to say haha !

groove felt that – we limit ourselves. i am like that, accept it. my thinkin is like that, accept that. its not wrong but maybe its okie to do things differently.
the reasoning behind – why not?! why be stubborn and miss out the fun/ interesting things in life? relax lah, i’m not askin you to really get yourself kill. i’m just sayin openin up your mind to new tots / new ideas / new experience. flexibility, woah like supply chain mgmt ! 🙂

i think, this is the main reason why pple are constanly amazed at my thinking.

anyway.. my point? dont look back your life in regret. do what you have to do, or rather, do what you wanna do.. coz you only live once!

– G

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let’s get hungry !

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DSC00640jie made this for us. cant rem the fancy-ful name. too sour-ish for my taste bud though. DSC00642yeap, this is how my week goes. mummy wash up the dishes for me. nice! daddy volunteer to fetch me home after school. i decline his offer, he need to rest as well, beside the train is just a hop, skip and jump away. DSC00643breakfast. coffee and biscuit brought to me – from dad. so sweet.DSC00654one of the meal. DSC00655have fun while studying ! saw this on my bed – from jie. DSC00656breakfast brought to me (again) from dad. notice the panadol? yeap, running nose from fri – sun. sometink to do with waking at 6.30am.. DSC00659i tink this is dinner/ supper. after awhile, my days are mixed up..
DSC00660coffee for myself. muffin from jie. DSC00661kor decided to pamper us and order mcd’s breakfast for everyone. nice ! ‘hotcakes and you can score better result’
thank you to my family & jen for being so supportive.
G.

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class out !

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> clearing my draft entry <

day 1 -the excited day
jo noe i’m goin to sch. so sweet of her to pass me some kit-kat & time-out. ‘can eat in class lah’ awww..

met a girl at psb’s popular. make friends.
i guess, i dont really feel tat shy toking to strangers. the mentality being we’re both here to learn. of coz, its help she’s a girl & she look like a nice person. hehe ! this is called ‘choosing your friend wisely’ haha !

our team-mates were assigned by the school, so, we just had to find them. god, i’m the oldest in my gp ! 🙂

first day in class – caught myself day-dreaming away.. opps.

day 2 – student huang
get into the groove of studying -quiz -studying -quiz routine.

day 3 – help needed!
school school school

day 4 – the just kill me.
pm leave.. just to study, cant believe i did that ! not my style of studying.. well, you gotta do what you gotta do.

came home after school. late dinner/supper with kor & suddenly he mention abt F1. what F1? when? surprised that its this weekend. i seriously have no idea. i’m not into cars & stuff, but its just goes to show – i be living in a psb cave ! haha !
i’m sorry, everything else take a backseat this week.

day 5 – the big day
whacked out. two quizes today. i was in lala land at 9.30pm.
yes. me. 9.30pm. slp.
(my standard bedtime is 1am..)

coffee for dinner day 1 – day 5
wasnt hungry.. !

day 6 – the sunday
sun class. yeap, i was up at 6.30am studying. ugh ! *groan. who wake up on sun at 6.30am to study?? okie, me and 44 of my classmates. keke !

school’s out. at least for a week.

i need tv, slp, proper meal, me-time, talk time, reading books, no more time invasion by psb. yeap !
G.

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bachelor

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god, i miss blogging no, i miss whining ! 🙂
okie ! this week is all about school.
so, i shall do a couple of blogs on this.

www.psb-academy.edu.sg/academic-programme/detail/19/530/Bachelor-of-Commerce-Supply-Chain-Management-/

here the basic:
16 modules.
i’m only doing 8 modules, thanks to my dip in mktg and advanced dip in supply chain mgmt
yeap, i’m lucky.
oh, i’m only taking 1 module this sem (instead of 2) work commitment.

the timetable:
lesson for a week with wollongong lecturer, followed by once a week with local lecturer.

exam in 3 mths time.

the challenge:
self – study follow by quiz. this is tough.
today was the last quiz.. yeap, sun. poor me.

the outcome:
sick. haha !
i can cope with the limited slp but not the study stress + limited slp. average 5-6 hrs of slp, if this goes on.. i will be dead by 28! haha
limiting the amt of time pple tok to me. you only got 15mins to tok. haha ! no choice, i’m sorry.

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will the real groove, pls stand up?

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DSC00606pple often asked me – why do you call yourself groove?
the explanation = its my dead hamster’s name. jen & i went through some hamster-madness during poly and i was pickin a name for my hamster… yeap, i was going through some serious-techno-music-craze back in the old days and i was totally in love with this group known as groove coverage. so, yeap, my hamster name became groove.
little groove is dead, not too sure why but i remember crying abt it and jie holdin my hand uttering a little prayer for the little hamster.
so, little hamster groove is gone but the name reminds.

there, dont ask me again. haha !

back to stuyding.

– G

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it’s the small thing, after all !

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DSC00065my super-exp-angels. each cost abt $50 – $80 ! DSC00066mr beanDSC00067trust me. they are tiny.DSC00068my ugly doll keychain – moxy
note: woah! i have 24 drafts entry..  ‘not ready’ for publishing. meanwhile, u can keep yourself entertain by lookin at the small things.. found at my office desk.

let me pull through this tough week, back to study.
– G

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e-v-e-r-y-d-a-y

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take 5 and pop by.

25% individual quiz
25% group quiz

the style: self- study – quiz – lesson
(example – i’m studying chapt 3 now, taking notes, memorizing, tomorrow i will be tested, results out immediately, lecturer go through chapt 3.)
stress? of coz lah! u try !

and i’m doing this self-study – quiz – lesson, E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y, for 6 days.
kill me? pls?!

balance 50% will be exam.

over and out.

G.
– can someone bring me out for dinner/ shopping/ reading/sleeping/eating / basically having a life next week? 🙂